So many times I've tried to Tell you what you mean to me Shown you every conceivable way Explained every possibility Just when I think I got you believin' You turn and you run away Only to appear days later Saying "I love you, can I stay?" You're in, you're out Can't keep track of if you love me Or if you don't If you'll be calling or coming home Or if you won't You gotta make up your mind, now baby All this back and forth is killing me You've run outta time, now baby You gotta make up your mind I look ahead at our future Everyday, you and I You say it's forever, baby You look me right in the eye Suddenly, I can't find you anywhere No note or text to be read I hear you're out with someone A week later, you're in my bed You gotta make up your mind, now baby It's so unfair, can't you see? You've had a lot of time, now baby More than enough, don't you agree? Gotta make up your mind, now baby What you need, what you want From you and me We've run outta time, now baby You gotta make up your mind I know I was good I know it inside Don't know what you want But it's time to decide It's time to decide... You gotta make up your mind, now baby All this back and forth is killing me You've had the time, now baby More than enough, don't you agree? Gotta make up your mind, now baby What you need, what you want From you and me We've run outta time, now baby You gotta make up your mind I've bent over backwards for you It's now or never, it's decision time You gotta make up your mind (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

This ain't no TMZ... I don't know where or how or when or even why Or lives together stopped then somehow past us by Becoming cast members in some surreal show One of your own creation, don't you know Sitting in a movie or out for a walk A cel phone chat just wantin to talk Your scene begins with a scream & a shout Extra drama can give it cloutMake Up Your Entering a restaurant In line at the club An audience & cameras All the above Turn to the left Turn to the right Strike your pose Then begin the fight Wrong or right Black or white Fan the flames The scene ignites Inside Edition, Extra Extra The crowd goes wild You're stargumentative Stargumentative Do you really think this is your way to fame? Drama junkies broadcasting their weekly shame? Entering a restaurant In line at the club An audience & cameras All the above Turn to the left Turn to the right Strike your pose Then begin the fight Sitting in a movie or out for a walk A cel phone chat just wantin to talk Your scene begins with a scream & shout Extra drama can give it clout Wrong or right Black or white Fan the flames The scene ignites Inside Edition, Extra Extra The crowd goes wild You're stargumentative Stargumentative Wrong or right Black or white Fan the flames The scene ignites Inside Edition, Extra Extra The crowd goes wild You're stargumentative Stargumentative So stargumentative You're stargumentative Hey I got news for you You're reality show It's cancelled This ain't no TMZ Wrong or right Black or white Fan the flames The scene ignites Inside Edition, Extra Extra Entertainment Tonight You're stargumentative Stargumentative So stargumentative Wrong or right Black or white Fan the flames The scene ignites Inside Edition, Extra Extra Entertainment Tonight You're stargumentative So stargumentative This ain't no TMZ You're stargumentative Stargumentative So stargumentative (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

JHSF: We've never met before And yet it feels like war I don't know your face But mine you must debase Omega Muzic: they trying to put me down I'm the best fuck the rest what they saying now? always actin like they know what they talkin about think about it u really don't have a clue cuz u ain't really walked in my shoes u ain't even did what i do lyrically, I demonstrate physically, I put it down mentally, don't gotta think hard how to break u down Chorus Why you put me down? Why you do me like that? Why? Why you put me down? Why you do me like that? JHSF: I say it's day You say it's night I say it's wrong You say it's right And in nothing flat Contempt ignites Battlestations set Though we've never met Omega Muzic: set and ready one thing u forgetting the way we really do it toss it up like confetti listen up carefully from east to the west see been there and done that traveled cross the country like they livin better than me look like they stayin fresher than me forget it they say I'm this and I'm that but u and i know what's real and straight facts Chorus Why you put me down? Why you do me like that? Why? Why? Why you put me down? Why you do me like that? Do me like that? Why? Omega Muzic: still trying to put me down and you wanna talk slick the reason why u hatin cuz I'm the one u wanna be like seem you understand ways that don't seem right imitation ways that my life is the key to life JHSF: The truth can hurt when hitting nails on the head (just called you out, my friend) and still you want the bloody fight instead oh Omega Muzic: then they act like they doin it big then they swear on their life they're doin it but ruin it and I'm like, look reality is look, u trying so hard u goin outta your head JHSF: and once again I got liars, hipocrates & thieves All tired Say what you mean, mean what you say stop trying to stop me just get outta my way Omega Muzic: u gotta get a grip on it tight cuz I'm the one really not losing the fight JHSF: United we stand Together we fall I'm your brother Once and for all Why you do me like that? (once again I got liars, hipocrates & thieves, all tired) Do me like that? (say what you mean, mean what you say) Put me down Why? Why you put me down? (once again I got liars, hipocrates & thieves, all tired) Why you do me like that? (say what you mean, mean what you say) Why? (I'm your brother once and for all) Why you put me down? (J. Hudson/D. Bass) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

When I look back, I think of you Our high school days, and the rest of our crew Simple Minds, the best of friends Duran Duran, thought it would never end Converse high tops, Secret love Crazy dreams, we would never fall short of We helped each other through each growing pain Ports in the storm, as it poured Purple Rain Loved you then, love you now Wish you were here somehow Laughing the pain away Watching Footloose at the dollar movies All the lows, all the highs I could see in your eyes We'd all be okay So long as time never flies And Molly Ringwald sighs… Today I look back, how lucky we were Having each other to get through the blur Listening to records upstairs after school Bronski Beat, Violent Femmes, Madness, Specials So cool No matter what has come and what will go Can't forget those days and I want you to know How grateful I am to you for easing the strain Sure could use that now, as it pours Purple Rain Loved you then, love you now Wish you were here somehow Laughing the pain away Watching Footloose at the dollar movies All the lows, all the highs I could see in your eyes We'd all be okay So long as time never flies... Crazy dreams, Dollar movies, Easing the pain Bronski Beat records, There for each other Through the Purple Rain Wish you were here somehow Laughing the pain away Watching Footloose at the dollar movies I've seen my life pass me by Wish I could look in your eyes And know I'd be okay It'll be okay It'll all be okay I could see in your eyes We'd all be okay As long as time never flies And Molly Ringwald sighs… (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

time flies I say it just goes away I say then it's gone it just goes away time flies and then it's gone away don't you remember? our time together I say it just goes away oh time flies don't you remember? and then it's gone our time together and then it's gone from Sitges, Spain or Paris days time flies it just goes away, oh time flies it just goes away it just goes away oh time flies it just goes away oh I say it just goes away and then it's gone it goes away time flies then it's gone away (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

Slow down Take a deep breath, babe Look at me Everything's fine Everything's just fine You're going outta your head I don't know why And you're looking at me Like something gone awry Nothing to worry about Ain't no trouble here At least, none I can find No reruns here, my baby No way in Hell History gonna repeat itself We been there done that Dealt the heartbreaks Better, stronger this time Learned from our mistakes Believe it now & all that's possible Have faith in us and that it won't be Like the last time, baby Remember when We were both brand new Our New England nights Our pristine love just grew Whispering your name Your eyes answered back While Celine and Natalie Merchant Served as our soundtrack I can't make you remember, baby And I won't beg you to stay Just take some time If that's what you're needing To heal your heart And stop it from bleeding Oh what's the use I did you wrong and there's no excuse Just kiss me now and say This ain't the last time, baby Oh Everything's fine Oh Everything's just fine And there's no excuse Believe in us & all that's possible Have faith in you and me and that it won't be Just like the last time, baby I can't make you remember, baby And I won't beg you to stay We'll take some time If that's what we're needing To heal our hearts To stop the bleeding Oh what's the use Did each other wrong And there's no excuse Kiss each other now and say Goodbye one last time, baby (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

you tell yourself whatever lie helps get you through the night then come to me professing love or whatever is your version of I care for you more than you know but i'll wait here and let you go it's canyon-esque, can't you see the vast, expansive dichotomy awake from your deep paradoxical sleep remove all doubt shed that skin and who you've been if you just come out I know you're terrified your eyes so wide with such a fact there is no going back and yes this changes things but change will bring you things you never new before open whole new doors you tell yourself your father's love will disappear, no understanding of your feelings for me, or any man disgrace will shatter all that it can you gotta face yourself the man you are and dreams put on a shelf can leave a scar there's no one else, it starts with you face it, do what you gotta do trust me you're gonna be okay (gonna be so much better) awake your deep paradoxical sleep remove all doubt shed that skin and who you've been then life can begin if you just come out I know you're terrified (do it, do it anyway) shed that skin who you've been and life can begin if you just come out awake your deep paradoxical sleep cuz talk is cheap remove all doubt It's terrifying ending years of lying face it all head on and staying strong you think of all you will lose as an excuse not to gain your new terrain but when you emerge you and your new life I'll be right here waiting (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

Anything & everything you say Is so perfect Like every bad habit and drug To my addict Dangling your perfection in perfectly Perfect ways I think you're only happy When you're breaking my heart You're only truly happy Once you've torn it apart Like a change in the weather I really should know better Opening dead letters From you One chance, one hope, maybe this time It might be true You say you see us in love You see us Happily Ever After At least That's what you say between the laughter You're my fixation, my craving My drug connect Every word is a rig Filled with the lies you inject I think you're only happy When you're breaking my heart You're only truly happy Once you've torn it apart Like a change in the weather I really should know better Opening dead letters from you One chance, one hope, maybe this time It might be true Maybe this time This time It might be true I think you're only happy When you're breaking my heart (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

I don't know why you worry I am fine Just need something A little something Always need a little something You have your 10 cups in the a.m. Any clearance sale is your best friend Bite your nails Down to the ends Cuz you got your habit And I got my habit We all got a habit, baby You got yours I got mine It's not the first Or the last time And you know it You know it Cuz I got my habit And you got your habit Everybody's got a habit, baby Yours includes a pack a day Without mine I wouldn't last, no way Don't know what else to say You're not listening anyway You look out for you I'll look out for me Just let it be Let it be Oh, won't you let it be Cuz you got your habit And I got my habit We all got a habit, baby You got yours I got mine There's no difference Bottom line Mine keeps me going, going, going Keeps the pain from showing, showing Cuz I got my habit And you got your habit Everybody's got a habit, baby You got yours I got mine (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

just a SOMA warehouse or a King Street garage littered with points and condoms an inner city collage throw in a bouncer some trade behind a makeshift bar add a 20 dollar cover mirrorball, fierce DJ you got a monster club hit like no other children of the night shining stars oh so bright dancing on the moon out into space locomotive rhythm one with the bass if Venus threw a party you'd be pumping your fist and the very first name on the VIP list One/Two One/Two, One/Two/Three/Four Rock n' Roll Disco 80's New Wave Deep House Trance Dub Step Slave Throw it in a trash filled parking lot Or a muddy dark watery cave The size of a closet Or Salt Lake Stadium fuck it doesn't matter to the kids disciples of the sound following the beat we don't give a shit about the digs children of the night shining stars oh so bright reaching out for the UFO hits of X in the afterglow dancing on the moon out into space locomotive rhythm one with the bass if Venus threw a party you'd be pumping your fist and the very first name on the VIP list give me a beat locomotive rhythm one with the bass one with the bass give me a beat One/Two One/Two, One/Two/Three/Four shining stars oh so bright reaching out for the UFO hits of X in the afterglow dancing on the moon out into space locomotive rhythm one with the bass if Venus threw a party you'd be pumping your fist and the very first name on the VIP list One/Two One/Two, One/Two/Three/Four (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

it's been a long 13 13 years have gone into the mists of memory where reality doesn't belong you are young you are perfect you can do no wrong never will again forever strong I want to know what were you thinking? I need to know trouble for me is I don't know forever and what I do know can change has changed forever for you and forever for me are not, in any way, the same I want to know what were you thinking taking the keys? I need to know I need to know what brought you to that I need to know what were you thinking behind the wheel? a poor replacement a tough act to follow I wasn't their father my answers were hallow a poor excuse and it was never the same I wonder today I wonder today If they even remember my name even remember my name I want to know what were you thinking taking the keys? I want to know what brought you to that I need to know what were you thinking? getting behind the wheel I need to know why? why didn't you call me? we could have talked it out you should have called me I would have listened to whatever it was that had you in doubt I would have listened to whatever drowned you in doubt I would have listened to you what were you thinking? (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

Are you Saint or Sinner? I haven't a clue Who am I to judge? I carved my initials into the pew I think you tripped into Heaven If I were to venture a guess Head first in a puddle Truly blessed, nonetheless (like some kind of filthy holy water) That's when you fell from above My muddy Angel Do me good or do me wrong Or do me Good & Wrong I'll show penance, darlin' To the beat of a Heavenly torch song Strip me of every prayer Lay every wicked hand upon me tonight Even angels with dirty faces Are Divine, when breathless in first light That's when you fell from above My muddy Angel (like some kind of filthy holy water) Truly blessed, nonetheless Even angels with dirty faces Are Divine, when breathless in first light That's when you fell from above My muddy Angel That's when you fell from Heaven My muddy Angel My muddy Angel (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

They say you're everything Or nothing at all No response to their call You're the good when it's gone bad Or the reason why we're all so sad The silver lining for when they're mad I could choose to believe One over the other But I'm not convinced, nope Nope not yet Are you Christ's father? Or a fatty whose belly they love to rub for luck Or are you nothing? Nothing Absolutely nothing at all Now Do you take the form of a seminarian proctor Or maybe you hide deep in the jungles as a Witch Doctor There are those who think you're merciless All wrapped up in wrath and judgement Fire and brimstone and fury's kiss Then there are those that call you Allah, Bhagavan, Jehovah, Buddha, The Universe Or nothing at all They call you nothing at all Are you the good when all is bad? (all is bad) Or the reason why we're all so sad (why we're all so sad) Make them glad The silver lining for when their mad Do we trust in which belief? Such a Such a Relief Just show yourself It would be such a relief But I'm not convinced yet I'm not convinced yet Nope, not yet They call you God Bhagavan, Allah, Jehovah, Prophet, Buddha, The Universe and God So should we trust in which belief? Showing yourself Would be such Could be such Would be such, such A relief (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.

hi, it's me can you talk? hey well, I wanted to call I needed to call you well I was just sitting here packing you finished yours last night? well I haven't finished mine I had to stop I had to stop because I I needed to talk to you I don't think I can do it you know I love you I know we do it every year for so many years for so long now but it's always the same, you know no, it's always the same every year I ask you if you're any closer to leaving him or if you've left him or if you've somehow separated you always tell me yes but every year every year you're never any closer and here we are again another year and I'm packing and your packing so we can meet at our usual place you're still together and I I just can't do it anymore I'm sorry I swear, I love you no, I don't need to think about it I've thought about it this year or any year I won't be meeting you anymore at The W goodbye (J. Hudson) © 2012 Invincible City Records, LLC.